by Angelica You see me as the girl next door Dear diary. Nowhere is a place where I will fit, I am neither human nor sayjin. Due to my inhuman strength I always have to be careful but I am to weak to be sayjin. No one seems to see; I am so fricking tired of this. *Sigh* I wish there would be anyone for me to see and love me for me and not for what I am or am not. I mean if I just wanted a boy friend it would be easy enough but sayjins aren’t really big in numbers. *Frustrated growl* It’s bad enough that one of the two free ones left is my own fricking uncle. To make things even worse the even remotely compatible one still sees me as a kid now I am twenty-three. I can hear the worried exclamations already. “He’s much to old Panny” and all that crapp. Just look at him he is thirty-eight but he still looks like he is twenty-five, on top of that I will probably look like I am twenty-three for the next three decades so what the fucking problem! *Breath* ok I have to calm down, sometimes I just want to walk up to him and kiss him in front of Vegeta. Now wouldn’t that give a reaction, not to mention the fact that daddy would probably faint. Not that it’s ever going to happen. A girl has to have her dreams. *Sad sigh*. That’s nothing to the rest of the world. As if matters aren’t complicated enough already Trunks keeps hovering over me and asking “what’s wrong Pan-chan” with an annoyingly worried face. Dad and Uncle do exactly the same but somehow Trunks only manages to piss me of with it. Jesus! How pathetic is this while at work three guys are practically fighting for my attention. *really ! not bragging* I manage to fall head over heals for a purple haired workaholic. Well no longer I am taking action and getting over this silly teenage crush! Love
Tomorrow the entire “clan” of her friends would go shopping with her. ***********************************************
Diary Login name: Briefs_ Trunks Password: ******* Date: 22-3-2345. Today worked myself trough another painstakingly dull day at the office and this always happens to me. People who I haven’t seen in ages, I bump into *literally* when I least expect it. Today’s ‘ victim’ was Panny. *Oh now bad thought again* I haven’t seen her since she just started her study. One thing surely happened she changed a lot. Nothing seems left from the little ‘brat’ I help deliver at college and saw the last time at the Christmas party two years ago. I can’t believe this is happening to me I am attracted to a fifteen year younger woman. If Dad or Gohan find out that this is happening to me, o shit I am so dead. Gohan will rip me to pieces. Last night I had this really freaky nightmare. I was peacefully minding my own business in my own apartment when suddenly an enraged Gohan shows up. The guy is even transformed and starts ripping me to shreds. Only moments later dad shows up. First I am relived because I think he comes to save me. Then he says something that scared the pants of me. “Gohan leave something alive enough for me to beat on.” Just before I wake up screaming the two look at each other and smile like the devil himself would smile. Pan changed a lot. *understatement* I mean she still is the same person who has been my best friend for years. *Geez* I used to baby-sit her. Its time to face facts. Especially that she is absolutely gorgeous. Signing of . Trunks *dead man walking*
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